I do have good days.
... sometimes I think I spend too much time complaining about what's wrong to realise that life is often so right.
... sometimes I think how I can share the positive moments instead of dwelling on the negative vibes that are stunting our growth.
... sometimes I also feel that I am so content because finally I have someone who watches over me ... I finally have someone who I think I can stand still with.
... sometimes I also also think that I'm so powerless - so powerless that I cried, not because I was hurt but because he was.
... you feel like that when you love someone.
One day I stepped back - and breathe - and my body shook as an overwhelming peace overcame me.
I do not have any fear anymore of what the future might be because at this moment ...
I am happy, I am content it will be enough for me to carry it on to whatever our horizon is ...
... then I smiled and I knew it will be a good day.
...and it is.
PS. Exp, pre-holiday work is almost killing me but thoughts of being far far away for 2 weeks is keeping me afloat. ;-)
... sometimes I think I spend too much time complaining about what's wrong to realise that life is often so right.
... sometimes I think how I can share the positive moments instead of dwelling on the negative vibes that are stunting our growth.
... sometimes I also feel that I am so content because finally I have someone who watches over me ... I finally have someone who I think I can stand still with.
... sometimes I also also think that I'm so powerless - so powerless that I cried, not because I was hurt but because he was.
... you feel like that when you love someone.
One day I stepped back - and breathe - and my body shook as an overwhelming peace overcame me.
I do not have any fear anymore of what the future might be because at this moment ...
I am happy, I am content it will be enough for me to carry it on to whatever our horizon is ...
... then I smiled and I knew it will be a good day.
...and it is.
PS. Exp, pre-holiday work is almost killing me but thoughts of being far far away for 2 weeks is keeping me afloat. ;-)
1 comment:
oh inspira,
this is such a beautiful post - i'm refraining from posting over this - savoring is a good thing :)
enjoy your break sweetie!
hugs,
exp
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